I do remember the time when I looked at you with love, and you looked back the same way.  Everytime I dream, I dream about you and me... together then and now... except... now will never come.  I will probably be emotionally destroyed by the time you get this... though I wish it were not as it is... you dont love me as I love you.  When I looked at you and you looked at me, we had a conection like no other.  A bond of love stronger than any I had, and still I haven’t felt any bond as strong as the one we had.  I poured all of my soul into the relationship we had, every ounce of my heart was yours.  But you threw me away for nothing... what, “I was too weird.”  I am sorry for writing this to you, but I need to get this out of my system.  I still love you with all of my heart, no matter what, I will always love you.  You could take a knife and slit my throat, and with my last dying breath, I will say “I love you.”  That’s how much I love you.. I am sorry.... I love you Fox

From the bottom of my heart,
  Jaguar